Today was a relatively good day. Olivia was quite fussy & demanded alot of attention today. She's usually pretty happy & relaxed, but today she wanted me to hold her all day. So I did. I did alot of video editing today. I love doing it, and it brings happiness to others, which is great. I'm glad I can assist in putting smiles on ppl's faces once in a while. Sabrina is leaving in 4 days & I'm pretty torn about it, I try not to let it show, but I randomly start crying, and it's just hard. She's not leaving on good terms either, with any of the family, and it's sad & very difficult. She knows she needs to stay here, but it's easier on her if she goes back, b/c my dad will let her get away with everything. Partly b/c he chooses to overlook it in an effort to avoid conflict & confrontation, and partly b/c he's a man! Men aren't wired the same way women are, so it makes it hard sometimes. Especially for him. Plus he's selfish, but whatever. I can't change the situation. If I could, I definately would.
I'm so glad I have David, he's such a wonderful man. He's finally getting over his illness. I'm telling you what, when he's sick, you'd think he was dying of some wretched disease. Is that how you spell wretched? It looks right. He's doing well with his job. He might go to working 4, 10 hr days instead of 5, 8 hr days. He would MUCH rather do that. He loves having a full weekend off. If he could get a 3 day weekend every week, he'd be tickled pink! lol Who says that anymore? Tickled pink.
I worked tonight for a few hours. I caugh a customer trying to screw us over. I don't feel like going into details at the moment b/c I have to go to bed soon, I have to work tomorrow morning. My mom will babysit Olivia tomorrow while David & I are at work. I only work a few days a week, enough to keep up with my spending habit. I have to support my own habbits....shopping, splurging, eating out, etc. I'm terrible I know. Plus, I like to buy expensive electronics in case you never noticed. I would like to buy another iPhone just for the fun of it. But I don't think I will yet. Maybe one day. ;-) Ha, well, I just got Olivia to bed around 11 pm, she woke up after I put her in bed, but she just talked nicely for about 10 min & then fell back asleep. She doesn't take very long naps throughout the day anymore. Only 20-30 min MAX!! It's sad b/c I don't get to take long naps while she's napping anymore either. I'm always tired b/c I go to bed super duper late & wake up at 8 am with her....I guess I should go to bed earlier. Night times are the only time I have completely to myself, no baby, no hubby, no siblings, no parents, just me time where I can edit videos uninterrupted, do my blog uninterrupted, watch videos uninterrupted, learn about computer stuff uninterrupted, do you see where I'm going with this? I like being uninterrupted during "me" time. It's quite nice. Well, I'm going to bed now. Will check back in with you later!
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